I wonder whether the weather...

...has an effect on anyone else like it does with me?

I'm not just talking about my mood here although I do feel absolutely amazing when the sun is shining and like I want to hibernate in bed all day when the weather is grey.

But does anyone else feel almost governed by the weather? For the past two days, I've been getting static shocks whenever I touch certain things - the car, door handles, Lyra, my mother! I think there must be something in the atmosphere at the moment.

Sometimes, expecially in the summer, I'll get a really bad headache and I'll know that a storm is coming. Then when the rain hits, I'll have almost instant relief.

It can't just be me...can it?

Windy weather makes me feel adventurous, snow makes me playful, and don't even get me started on hail!

Anyway, roll on summer and the sunny days! I can't wait to not be heavily pregnant in August like I was last year...



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